I read all three of your poems. I found that they touched me. If I knew you, I would tell you that it gets better. If I knew you, I'd tell you to keep writing, even when it get hard, because writing has a way of lighting the way, finding the truth, and venting the hard emotions. But since I don't, I won't. :)
From one poet to another-if you need someone to talk to...I'm here.