I like the poem, it's pretty good. The format is kinda annoying though. A poem shouldn't be written the same way as a research or essay paper. With poems that rhyme, a line should end with one of the rhyming words and then begin the next line with a capital letter. The lines don't need to match up perfectly. Aside from format, I loved the poem. :) good job!
WTF! ? ! Don't do it! You seriously better not. You are an amazing poet and while that probably doesn't matter much, I'm sure you can find happiness eventually. Life sucks, I feel the same. Don't do it! I'm here for you. I don't know you at all... but I'll listen any time you need somebody to talk to. *hug*