Yes, yes! I love the Monet reference, really took the poem where you wanted it to go. I think. Nice.
Good study of the fickle heart in love and the paranoria involved inside a realtionship. Some of us cannot take the happiness offered to us, we must, invariably find a way to sink the loveboat. Very good writing.
Wow! A great deal of intelligent thought came out of this poem and from your pen. The whole piece could be used to teach us how to live our lives. Excellent