From one self-mulitator to another it will get better with time and a lot of therapy and journaling. Writing is a much better outlet than cutting and leaving scars forever. I know it is hard but tell yourself that cutting 'Is Not An Option' and do something else like go for a walk, journal, take a hot bath. Everyday that you don't think about cutting reward yourself with some alone time or something you like to do. Than after a wee, than a month, than a year. It will get better. I will keep you in my prayers. Write me if you need to talk email@example.com.
From one self-mulitator to another, it will get better with time. Making new scars only lets your depression and emotions win. Yes, it releaves pressure but when you come back into realiy and see the scars that you have given to yourself for a moment of release you have a lifetime of reminders. Please be good to yourself. Time will be your best friend if you let it. You are a survivor of the depression you are only a victim if you continue to hurt yourself. Best of luck and God Bless.